drinking the kool-aid
With the usage of Photography and Cinema 4D as I mixed the two to create new strategies of creating visual art. With the visual structure of creation, I focused on the sypnosis of fantasy but with the genre of horror and disturb idealism. Focusing on the sense of disturb through the manipulation of body through the attack of bulimia for a body deemed acceptable through society. To attain the malnutrition fantasy that fahsion desires, I experimented on the colours and the messed that Bulimia gives of not only attacking your body physically and mentality but also the reality and enironment that yo are in. Your perspective of life and your body gets distorted and the bacteria of bulimia attaching itself to your physical envirenment and mental environment, fully controling your life unconsciously and conscioulsy of how you live life.
Bulimia gives a possibility of an escape of food and a do over through vomiting. A pleasure of emptying the happiness because of wanting a prefect symetry.
Using painting and Cinema 4D to create 3 pieces of the mutilation of life through bulimia and the perspective of how we constalyt attack the body that protects us and in the end just wants us to live on.
Encaptured and wrapped up like a cluthed as bulimia slowly kills the inside of the body, rotting my life because of the belief of attaining a body that slowly kills me.