a plan to escape
The Siren, she is nothing but rage. Out for revenge. Vengeful is her sweet nectar.
A mask created out of fear and hate. She does not trust, but you would never know that.
For she is your fantasy. She can be anything you want her to be. She is lustful, the definition of sex.
Her emotion, shrouded with a mask of seduction, But when opened she is emptiness.
Traumatized and abused by the world. She has become what was given to her, and she wears it so well.
She breathes control and manipulation, for that is her defence. Seduction is her battlefield.
Embodying any fantasy you want her to be. She is ready to make anyone, that stands in her way pay
For what happened to her. That is what she is. That is what she has become.
A Siren.
"A project moulded through pain and anger. 'a plan to escape' is a project that helped me not just as a person, but as an individual realized the density of how a traumatic experience can shape your life in matters that you might not know of, or just shrugged away because you didn't want to deal with it and the changes it will give and bring, not just with how people perceive you but how the world sees you.
Living and working in London at the age of 18 I was invited at a party where I was drugged, beaten up and rape. Naïve and longing for belonging, I trusted way too easily. I was someone that always wanted to belong, to a community, to a space that feels safe. and to feel and be accepted, whatever it may be.
I guess in a way this project was a catalyst for me to explore deep rooted trauma that was slowly rotting my insides especially since I have left it untreated for years, whilst it slowly makes me see the world and the people around me as
and how I see and view the world as an individual along with how the world sees me.